At the meeting opened my eyes, yea I know my calling is real,through lots of prayer my vision is clear, sometimes my discouragements hurt my passion, will I tell ya! I sure can mess up a lot especially with selfishness, for the most part I really try but I know I fail in character, pride-let's not talk about that, fear- I have really fought with some new ones lately, I guess that also fall with heart issues- If I allow my fears to control me then where is my heart, I can get to busy for even God to yell and get my attention, some of my steps will break your neck and other time well, I am just standing still. Now saying all that I have a heart that know God and longs for His presents, my love is for Him, my joy is from Him and My life is all His, yea I am sinner saved by Grace but He knows who I am and He chose me for just this time. I to have a purpose. So I need to learn, read, increase in character, compassion and follow my Leader (pw). Most of all, Learn how to be still and know Jesus is God!!